What is WRONG with US???

30 April 2009 - Thursday

Today we went to SMK SRI AMAN for FESTARI REHEARSAL...
2nd of May will be our competition day...Last year my school went all the way to peringkat negeri and get 2nd place...
And that is why I think that is the main reason that make us over confident...
Today during the rehearsal time...
We did so so so so so badly... Having all sort of problem that we never have before..
Out beat, Off timing, Wrong step, Spacing problem..
This is all stuff that we ll never to do..
Ou my god.. Can we make it to the final?? I hope so but I dont think so...
Other school is getting better and better, or at least maintain their standard, Why not us??
GRRRR... We have no one but ourselves to blame...

This year lots of school doing Zapin..
Their dance is like so damn nice.. So jealous...
And then, our ex teacher- abang A.D. teach his new student the same song we did last year..
Where can like that one???
And the step is like nicer then our last year wan..
sob sob... so jealous..
AHh.. 2ml is suppose to be holiday.. But I think we going to practicing untill we get it right...
Sigh....
Abang Teri say he going to find another song for us if possible..
I seriously hope that he can find a new song..
Coz our current song is kinda bored.. Is like keep repeating the same thing..

ARRR... I wan to go to final...
Then can learn more new thing. If not I just can concentrat on SPM..
SIgh...

GO SAMAD!!! GO SAMAD!!! GO SAMAD!!!

Finally.... I can on9... >.<

Hihi... Is like after a super super super long time...
I finally get my connection back.. yeah!!!
Just to update what i have been doing last few month..
hmm... I dono where to start..
so i ll just talk bout something that happen recently...

I will start from my school IU day..
I suppose to perform with a group...
But lots of problems, and I just cant take it..
Mayb some of them is right, I am a useless person..
Ou well..I manage to pull out from the performance and the night before IU..
Yen Peng called me and ask me to perform solo..
And is like WAT THE HELL..
But i still do it and it sucks....

Next...Is my school SAMADIAN IDOL...
haha... I participate and get to the final..
Even that I dint win.. But i get lots of experience that I can hardly get...
Ou well.. At least I get into final right..
Fot the audition i sang INSIDE YOUR HEAVEN
1st round - LOVE STORY
2nd round - TEARDROPS ON MY GUITAR
final - I TURN TO YOU & TIADA LAGI..
audition, 1st n 2nd round was okie for me..
But the final round is the worst of all.. I dono what I doing.. But..
I learn not to do last minut work from that...
>.<

I join Festari this year again....
This year is like worst compare to last year...
Last year all the dancer was like brother and sister...
But this year..
We start to hate each other, talk bad bout each other...
Y cant we just be like last year and be the audiece favorite team???
Why must v fight like tat???
arrr... Dont care..

Ou god... This year is SPM and i still not studying..
Busy practicing for Festari, piano exam, ballet concert and lots of nonsen..
But not SPM..
Hope i will get good results.... Hope so...
Thats all for now...
2ml i going MBPJ to practice...
sob sob... leg going to be super pain again...

Good Night!!